Notes from Underground: Eclipse

5 candlesEnd-of-year schedule overload led to an intense week, complete with meetings trickling over to the weekend.  Sigh.   But Friday afternoon was sunny, so I knocked off early and went for a walk in the woods.  After dinner I took a short nap and a good thing too.

What leads to a pivot? You don’t just wake up one day and decide to do something entirely different. It’s a gradual process.

— Tara Hunt, The Pivot (or How to Learn Humility in 4 Steps), Inc.

Yeah really.  It had been a week of feedback and reflection (as well as action), taking stock of where things are with qweries and thinking about what next.   The consensus from my friends and advisors: I still can’t say just what “it” is that’s so transformational.  Sigh.  Startups are hard.

It’s frustrating because even though I can describe the opportunity, the underserved audience, and key requirements for a differentiated product … people don’t seem to put a lot of value on any of it because I don’t yet know what the answer is.   Fair enough.   Qw (Qweries mini-logo)It’s all too abstract.   What is qweries building and how is it so different?  Um …

Maybe it’s a mistake to position  qweries as a Q&A site.   It’s a ridiculously cluttered space, and most of the stories aren’t real happy: Yahoo! was never able to monetize Answers successfully; Cha Cha and Mahalo hemorrhaged money; Answers.com got wiped out by Google’s algorithm changes; Quora seems to have hit a wall.  True, there are successes like Stack Overflow and Naver’s Knowledge iN; but they’re the exceptions (and people in the US tend to discount Naver anyhow).   So perhaps it’s time to pivot and look at a new category.

In any case, it’s clearly time for a “minimum viable product”: get something out there and see what people’s reactions are.   As for the bigger picture transformational stuff, good solutions are clearly out there, they don’t defy the laws of physics, and I can describe a process for how to get there from there — and a short-term low-investment technology base for the initial MVP.  Good progress!

Which is why, after a gruelling Thursday evening shmoozefest at the GeekWire gala and a couple of big meetings Friday morning, I was ready for the weekend.  The walk in the woods, dinner, and napped had all helped me get to a different place — relaxing, instead of thinking about work.  A friend sent me an email with some insights from Vedic astrology.  This eclipse is in the MrigashÄ«rsha nakshakra and so relates to the power of fulfillment and desire.  “A good time for retrospection and introspection.  Look at how you fulfill your desires and reflect on that.”   Makes sense to me!

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We got to The Atrium around 11 for Eclipse just as things were getting going. There were some problems in the kitchen so the usual “tasty snacks” weren’t around but nobody cared: DJ Anomaly was on a roll and the crowd was totally into it.    I introspected and reflected, on fulfillment and desire and many other pleasurable topics.  Things were still in high gear when we left around 2:30.

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Possibilities
Full moon. Swirling Mist.
An impossible eclipse.
Warm lights and candles

a full moon eclipsed

D went to sleep after we got home; I meditated for a while about transforming desire, took another short nap, and then got up to enjoy the eclipse. It was surprisingly clear and by around 4:00 a.m. the moon started to disappear. I took this at 5:30 or so. The fog came in just before totality at 6 a.m., so I didn’t get to experience it turning red. Still, quite a treat!

After a few more hours sleep I was somewhat the worse for the wear on Saturday but was glad I had stayed up …

I heart psytrance.


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2 responses to “Notes from Underground: Eclipse”

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    The freaks were out in force last night at The Day After, dancing to stompy darkwave from DJ Anomaly! The music was solid: Aesthetic Perfection, Combichrist, God Module and some oldies but goodies with layers of memories like Panzermensch: on a lightship at the Chelsea Docks for Contempt, seeing And One live at the Cat Club in Seattle, the Sledgehammer task force at Microsoft.

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    Intermittent moon

    Intermittent moon.
    Smiling down coquettishly
    Through trees, fog, and mist.


    The moon was gorgeous when we could see it, almost full but often obscured. The Atrium looked great, much darker with a very gothy feel. D looked great too, in her element in velvet and lace.

    I heart darkwave.

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    Warmth

    A long winter night

    The skylight adds percussion

    Unexpected rain

    We’ve both been working hard, but into what we’re doing; and we’ve largely managed to avoid the mall or too much overbooking. We even got a tree (locally and sustainbly grown, of course) for the first time in a few years! IMG_3331So it’s been a good holiday season so far …

    It was DJ Anomaly’s last weekend at The Atrium for 2011, and we hated to miss Stompy on Friday night but we had planned a holiday party. Alas a lot of people had conflicts … their loss: not only did we have a great time talking about privacy, static analysis, flight simulators, Occupy, zombies, past times at Microsoft and Qworky, but my vegan mushroom risotto came out well, if I do say so myself, and so did the sangria and D’s spaghetti. DJ Anomaly even came by briefly and left us an unreleaesd mix CD as a holiday present … how cool is that?

    The journey
    There are many paths,
    To the many destinations
    In the space of desire.

    Many patterns,
    Many lenses
    For the patterns
    And paths
    And destinations.

    And goddesses
    For company
    As we journey down the paths
    Together.

    And after missing Stompy, it was a great long weekend at the Atrium: Saturday night was Warmth, Sunday night was Darkness, and Monday was A Journey. The place looked amazing, a different feel each night. The photos here are all from Warmth … if any has pics from other nights, please let me know! The music was great too, and so was the crowd.

    I heart DJ Anomaly, I heart darkwave, I heart psytrance.

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